Everything changes

Summer begins and the only thing you want is having a good time with your friends, without worries nor complications. Being able to relax, take advantage of every second after a hard year studying. Suddenly you get invited by a friend to go to Madrid’s Gay Pride with her. “A great summer is coming” you think. But it all tunr around when you arrive there and you meet someone who changes completly all your plans. Someone you feel you know since always.

Little by little you realize that you need this person, although at first admiting it  could scare you, even hurt you. You spend most of the time together, until you get to know he is going far away to study, and therefore you won´t see each other for a long a time. What do you do in that moment? Forget everything or wait for him?

Here is where I take place. For any other person with heart it is imposible to forget somenthing you cared about, it is imposible even if you try to. Because waiting for someone doesn´t really mean anything if you love him. Distance only deprives you to hold or hug him, insignificant aspects compared with love. I strongly believe that it is worth it to fight for what is worth it to have, although it is hard sometimes.

Fears

Fear of not being loved.
Fear of not sharing beautiful moments.
Fear of walking alone.
Fear of waking up alone.
Fear of my parents not to be proud of me.
Fear of not helping people enough.
Fear of losing it all.
Fear of souls.
Fear of finding someone in the dark.
Fear of my fears.
Fear of not having fears.
Fear of not becoming stronger.
Fear of not learning from my mistakes.
Fear of giving up.
Fear of cowardice.

Free writing

The world is a book, and the ones who don't travel only read a page. I really think Spain is such an amazing country to live in: people are nice, weather is warm, and food is delicious. Although I love my environment and Spain in general, I’m sure that living abroad gives everybody unforgettable experiences, like meeting new people (and, why not, to fall in love with someone who show you their culture and lifestyle), visiting a lot of interesting places, and, simply, the pleasure of traveling.Definitely, Spain is beautiful, but from my point of view, living in different country is more beautiful, for me, one of the most beautiful and amazing things a person can do in life.